IN BETWEEN THE SILENCE.....

I know I am big concern to your heartaches and pain

And somewhat a causal factor to your endless fear when I came

I have swear you that I will grow to be a man you want me to become

And I have proven it since the day we converted into one.

But ‘til now I wasn’t able to give you those impressive things

And can’t even showered you with wealth and fame

I used to say and assure you that I will be a perfect partner

But seems I was born to become your sinister.

I can sense your defeat of being with me

Your hope cease as you dare to go along my way

Being a wife of a childish mate is not an easy one

Your misfortunes and sacrifices will never be done

But in between the silence of my lopsided life

You put of the light that really shines in my sight

All this foolishness whirling around my empty mind

Vanished as you put a radiance that no other woman can design

In between the silence I become an apologetic man

Asking for your forgiveness for all the dreadful things I have done

Praying that every day I will become that someone

And a culpable husband that you can depend upon

As your companion in this gloomy humankind

Rest assured that I will become the ally that in this world you cannot find

I maybe not a just right in your sight, but I always feel this incessant love

A love that is rare and that only you I am willing to bestow forever and for life!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY GANG! I LOVE YOU!

Mystery of a chaotic mind....

I am baffled, yes I am bewildered!

Leaving my abode thinking of the unthinkable

I don’t know what really matters now

It seems that all the time I am in trouble

Speculations keep on blocking my inner peace

I don’t know, I don’t understand!

I just want to see the real world I am wishing one day

A world that is chaos free, where happiness is limitless

I wonder where I could find that

I am a fan of Langdon, yes, Robert Langdon

I have always wished I can be as clever and smart as him

A mind that can unlock the possibilities,

Eagerness to decipher those ancient mysteries and puzzled wonders

I want to have his hyper mind to unbolt the mysterious world I am looking for

But his identity is unreal,

He is just a pure reflection of what I want to become

He is more into adventures and mine deal with emotions

Though I’m posses with his passions the real fight is within me

I yield all the possibilities but still I can’t manage

Langdon is my deity but God is my refuge,

Deliberately, he instill my mind that possibilities can be unlock

But God promise me that occurrence of my world is within my existence.

The truth is I am WEAK!

Weaker than those suffered from uncured diseases,

for so many years fighting and thinking for possibilities of life

Still I consider myself a great FAILURE!

Yes I have failed!

I have seen all the disappointments around me

From my loved ones to my opponents

I am certain that there will be no triumph in my being

I was born to letdown the people who simply try to back me up

And this is the truth I am trying to cease

Pursuing to unlock the mystery is still within me

I still desire to hold on, and can cope with risks

And can struggle for the feat,

Yet still, I am hanging for a moment!

"Ako ang Pinakaanindot Mo nga Sayop"

sayop man ang matawag sa paghigugma mo kanako

ug nga ako usa ka dakong malas nga naabot sa kinabuhi mo

apan ako mao ang gihigugma ug pinili mo

bisan uyugon pa ang tibook kalibutan

ako gihapon ang imong gitagan-an

sa gugma mo nga inampingan

sa kadaghan nga sayop nga naagian mo       

ako siguro ang pinakaanindot nga nahitabo

tungod kanako ikaw nakahimo

sa pagsupak sa ilang mga gusto

gitumanan mo ang imong ka pritso

bisan gitamay ka na ug todo'

ug gidagmalan ka na sa imong ginikanan

imo gihapon gitumanan gugma nga hilabihan

ako ang pinakaanindto nga sayop nga nahimo mo

tungod kanako nakat-on ka sa pagbarog

sa kaugalingon mo nga katungod

nahibal-an mo nga ang kalibutan dili lamang para sa imong kalampusan

nga anaa usab diay kapakyasan nga angay mo nga malabyan

nasayran mo nga ang tawo dili mabuhi pinaagi sa salapi lamang

ug imong nakat-unan ang mahigugma ug hilabihan

sa tawong dili pareha kanimo ug kahimtang
Ako ang pinakaanindot mo nga sayop!
tungod kanako na himsog ang panabot mo
imong giguba ang dakong ali nga sa pagka inusente nga imong nahimutangan
ug karon atong atubangon ang giguba nga kaugmaon
kita mag-unong sa kalipay ug sa kawad-on
ug sa tanan atong isugilon 
nga ang usa ka sayop dili angay hilakan ug basulan
kay mao kini ang damlag aron dili mabutahan
niining kalibutan sa kaalam ug kabuang.

 

.... they are precious to me....

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I have always believed that every words uttered by our mere tongue conveys a sense of fact and that in each emotions that we try to extend there’s an ideal truthfulness. 

As a man with infinite imagination, I use to conceive a world beyond my world, and instigate my thought that what’s happening now is a creation of visible future set by uncontaminated childish observation. 

My concept in life is more on fantasy rather than reality since at an early age exposure to whimsical and bizarre stories were being implanted in my young and naive thoughts.  

But reality speaks the truth!

As we grow older we then understand that living in a world of fantasy is not what we are meant to be, that having a child like mind is of no use if we deal on the actualities.   

And now as an untainted pledge father I have grasped the certainty that I can construct a new existence and shape a dynasty without entering the realm of illusory. 

I am very gratified of what I have become now. 

I am a very blissful man! Yes, I indeed a blessed human being! 

Our sole creator granted me not only a very loving and understanding spouse (My wife) but also sprinkled me with a cutest tot (my baby DX). 

And now contentment is all I have,

I evade to fantasize and continue to apprehend the plans that God may pour on us as we continue to stride the virtual paths of life!

And Here they are… my Real Happiness... they are precious to me....

"Pawala sa Kaguol"

dili ko gusto ug agik-ik

gusto ko ug buhakhak

lisod ning katawa nga pinugngan

gustong ipabuhagay apan inalihan

kalagot ning aligutgut sa dughan oi

labi na ning anaa kay hunahunaon

unsaon pag sulbad sa giatubang nga dag-om

dili ka na hinoon makakatawa ug way pugong-pugong

ngano man sad ning utok nga dili man kabalo mulikay

dili kabalo mo atraka ug mo kontra

pasagdan na lang nga mapukan ang alimpatakan

ug daug-daugon ang ganghaan sa dughan

 

lupigon sa katalaw ang kaisog

ilabi na ug dili magka sinati ang hunahuna ug pagbati

pastilan gayod ning kahadlok

tungod sa walay kaisog ang katawa dili na mapabuhagay...

mao na ni ron, unsa kahay angay buhaton

aron kining hunahuna mahilom

ug mubalik ang pahiyon ug ka malipayon

mawagtang na unta kining maong lagtom sa kaguol...

MY GREATEST OBSESSION, MY PRICELESS POSSESSION

I cant imagine how my life would be

If my obsession will cease and I can no longer see

a beauty that first I think was just a pure fantasy

and never will come into reality.

I was a once a naïve and plain

Enjoying every moment that comes from within

A boy without any complication

In which contentment is the sole weapon

I use to have an ample flight of imagination

Bringing my thoughts into unusual exploration

A notion that only a guiltless being can assume

And can touch the world of the so called vision

And the age of the unknown is now doomed

the inner sensation was raze by coming of this obsession

a diverse gravity is pulling me towards her  core

that generates  the feeling of disorder and obscure

suddenly the era of maturity comes my way

it trained me how to be concerned deliberately

confusion now vanish as a young mind has been released

and unfasten the fancies and geared up to be obsessed

she let me go through her world of actuality

and unwrapped my mind from the habitat of fantasy

errands of my heart and mind now rhymed

upon the influx of this woman of a great kind

and  into her I am now fully obsessed

anticipating the right time for her to possess

I am now determined to own her truly

Because she captures my heart entirely

Behold the ageless time now comes to end

With a delighted heart she and I will gonna spend

The everlasting love that replaces the indestructible pain

And we will structured a fortress that the two of us only reign

She is my Obsession and my priceless Possession.

MY LANA LANG....

As i face another glimpse of the day
I always feel your sweet embrace wrapped
around my entire being
I hear soft angelic voice as you whisper my ear
That beautiful face makes my day complete
Your eyes are my windows to heaven,
Your red soft lips the stairway to my paradise
Your body is my wonderland.
You captures my inner feeling
Feeling that is fulfilling
You're my one and only star that shines above the sky
that fills glad to my empty heart
There is nothing like you that I dearly loved.
But sad to say we are miles away
You are from north and I am from south
But that will never stop me from loving you
'coz no matter how far we are
You will always remain
as the one I will admire for the rest of my life.

When can I see you?
When can I touch you?
What should I do to be near with you?
You're the world of mine
in you I found the one,
You are my JANE
and I am your TARZAN
If only I have the power to make you see
what's really is inside of me,
you will fine the true love and endless affection
of a certain ROMEO who is willing to die
for the sake of a beautiful JULIET.
If only I have the magic blanket of ALLADIN
I will surely steal you my lovely JASMINE
We will sour up in the sky
like a skyline pigeon that freely fly
We will share the love we have in the clouds
we will find the milky ways with lots of love
You will ve crowned as the QUEEN of the galaxy
and I will be honored as the KING of the universe.
We will rise up in the sky
because you are my LANA LANG
and I am your SUPERMAN......

nagdamgo lang.......